[STOP we're gonna get eustace to honorary orv status without the marriage cries a single tear,
also both of these are such complicated questions, the first one even moreso? how does one say to an acquaintance that actually, she has a very good hunch that Dokja feels nothing but sorrow and pain every time he looks at her? her very good hunch stemming from the fact that she's been emotionally bonded to two idiots for close to a month now?
the easiest way would be not to mention it at all. there's no leak, nothing she lets slip. but maybe that complete absence of emotion is an answer in of itself.]
...I don't know anything about what that guy went through. [so maybe it's actually a terrible idea to remind him,] I don't know the people he was close to or the dumb mistakes he must have made, and as much as I'd like to...
[...hmmmmrnngh, explaining hard. and she calls herself a writer...]
I know that it's a huge pain to have to tell someone all of that. It's way easier to just be around someone who already knows.
[And it's not like Eustace forgot everything, she's pretty sure. Just the stuff with her. thanks eustace.]
[ HSY's a secretive binch but so is Eustace, so he can respect her need to keep her cards close to her chest. Even if that doesn't stop him from being a little curious as to what their (the ORVs, plural) whole deal is. But again, sounds messy, and he's not really into other people's messes, so they can all deal with their problems on their own for now.
Even if Dokja's problems sound way bigger than any one man should have to deal with. Hmm. ]
I don't know most of the good things he went through.
[ It shouldn't be embarrassing to admit that, but there's still something depressing about saying 'yeah, I was only ever present for the bad times in a guy's life'. Maybe he should have tried to be less of a miser and a grouch every time he met up with Dokja??
But as far as he's aware, all of the good people who could have supported Dokja are noticeably absent. Highstorm and Springstar are both big cities, true, but he's pretty sure he would have heard that loud obnoxious voice by now. He's pretty sure they would have managed to find each other if he had been present.
It's unfortunate, because Abel had always been the best of them.
Ugh. This is all so complicated. ]
Do you know where he's staying in Springstar? Dokja.
[ Fine, he can pretend to be nice for a whole day and make sure Dokja hasn't up and puked on some other guy in the meantime. :/ ]
[She knew Eustace was a nice guy... It's that character type, ya know? Cold and taciturn on the outside, soft and fluffy on the inside. She's only met him a handful of times and yet, that's the impression she gets. It's her author's instinct...
While HSY is absolutely a secretive binch, she doesn't hesitate in answering,]
A building called the Tribune in Heliopolis. It's the tallest tower in the city.
[It's the next part that she takes her time with,]
Use my name if you run into any annoying people. [aka yjh] You can say that I asked you to bring something.
[.........wow, he could totally be describing himself....]
Yeah, that's him.
[her relief lasts for all of .5 seconds, immediately overridden by her indignation at being the only one Eustace forgot? wow... is she really his favorite orv huh or was that a LIE]
[ she's his favorite by virtue of him knowing the least about her.....can't find her annoying if he doesn't know enough about her to find her annoying........... ]
We fought in the caverns when I first arrived. You weren't here for that.
[ actually i forgot about this because i redacted certain people from my mind but that's fine, i remember now. ]
We met again at the Kenoma headquarters after the shrines became active again, but he didn't seem to remember me.
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also both of these are such complicated questions, the first one even moreso? how does one say to an acquaintance that actually, she has a very good hunch that Dokja feels nothing but sorrow and pain every time he looks at her? her very good hunch stemming from the fact that she's been emotionally bonded to two idiots for close to a month now?
the easiest way would be not to mention it at all. there's no leak, nothing she lets slip. but maybe that complete absence of emotion is an answer in of itself.]
...I don't know anything about what that guy went through. [so maybe it's actually a terrible idea to remind him,] I don't know the people he was close to or the dumb mistakes he must have made, and as much as I'd like to...
[...hmmmmrnngh, explaining hard. and she calls herself a writer...]
I know that it's a huge pain to have to tell someone all of that. It's way easier to just be around someone who already knows.
[And it's not like Eustace forgot everything, she's pretty sure. Just the stuff with her. thanks eustace.]
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Even if Dokja's problems sound way bigger than any one man should have to deal with. Hmm. ]
I don't know most of the good things he went through.
[ It shouldn't be embarrassing to admit that, but there's still something depressing about saying 'yeah, I was only ever present for the bad times in a guy's life'. Maybe he should have tried to be less of a miser and a grouch every time he met up with Dokja??
But as far as he's aware, all of the good people who could have supported Dokja are noticeably absent. Highstorm and Springstar are both big cities, true, but he's pretty sure he would have heard that loud obnoxious voice by now. He's pretty sure they would have managed to find each other if he had been present.
It's unfortunate, because Abel had always been the best of them.
Ugh. This is all so complicated. ]
Do you know where he's staying in Springstar? Dokja.
[ Fine, he can pretend to be nice for a whole day and make sure Dokja hasn't up and puked on some other guy in the meantime. :/ ]
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While HSY is absolutely a secretive binch, she doesn't hesitate in answering,]
A building called the Tribune in Heliopolis. It's the tallest tower in the city.
[It's the next part that she takes her time with,]
Use my name if you run into any annoying people. [aka yjh] You can say that I asked you to bring something.
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Also, the fact that she's specifically mentioning annoying people is like a tiny red flag in his mind. ]
Are there specific annoying people I should be worried about?
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[
DID THIS GUY FORGET YJH.... Or maybe they never met in Horos...? ...No, if he bumped into Dokja, then he must have bumped into Joonghyuk too.]
Do you recognize the name Yoo Joonghyuk?
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Tall, likes wearing black, never smiles?
[ technicaly that could also be applied to him if he just looked in a mirror but yanno ]
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Yeah, that's him.
[her relief lasts for all of .5 seconds, immediately overridden by her indignation at being the only one Eustace forgot? wow... is she really his favorite orv huh or was that a LIE]
When did you guys meet?
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We fought in the caverns when I first arrived. You weren't here for that.
[ actually i forgot about this because i redacted certain people from my mind but that's fine, i remember now. ]
We met again at the Kenoma headquarters after the shrines became active again, but he didn't seem to remember me.
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Oh, right. I heard that he was here before.
[thinking.........]
I guess it's a good thing the same thing didn't happen to you. [WHY DOES SHE SAY THIS SO GRUDGINGLY]
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but wow..........hsy really does care 🥺🥺🥺 ]
Worried about me?
[ haha just kidding, as if anyone would actually care about him ]
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It'd be a pain if you forgot me again.
[h-hmph, she doesn't care, b-baka.]
So don't disappear or get amnesia or whatever, or I'll make you regret it.
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I'll do my best not to.
[ not because he likes her or anything, but because that really would be a pain for him ]
The same goes for you.
[ DON'T GET AMNESIA EITHER HSY but now i release you to the wilds of holiday season. ]