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[dokja wants to. he wants to be caught so bad.]

Hey, don't assign me babysitter. I'm already gonna be super busy!

[why does hsy complain when she's gonna keep an eye on dragestinien later anyway]

With what?

[ What’s more important than half of Kim Dokja? ]

[DOKJA IS]

With Kim Dokja! He looks like shit and he can't sleep at night. He's gonna trip over a rock mid-rescue and break his face open.

[i can write that bc he does fall on his face during the raid]

That bastard never took care of himself.

[ So like. What difference is it? ]

He let some Kenoma out him as one of theirs in Godsblood, and now he's kicked out because the whole city wants to kill him. Even though he's Pleroma.

Kim Dokja's always been stupid, but he'd never have made a mistake like that.

[or if he did, then he would have at least dealt with it? she feels like the dokja vibes in aion are 'yjh levels of depression']

Are the people in Godsblood stupid?

[ Don't answer that. Joonghyuk shouldn't be insulting a group of people. ]

What plans does he have for that.

[ THERE'S NO WAY DOKJA WOULD JUST TAKE IT, RIGHT?

[The people in Godsblood assigned Dokja Evil based on his vibes.... and maybe they're right...]

I don't think he has any. ...I'm not sure he even cares.

[she thinks, forgetting again that they're just broadcasting their thoughts to each other]

[ ... ]

This doesn't sound like Kim Dokja.

[HER THOUGHTS.....

then again, who else could she talk to when it comes to kim dokja?]

He's been here all by himself for five months, and he didn't rely on anyone during that time.

He could have asked a Pleroma to help him Godsblood, but he didn't want to.

Why?

[ As if Sooyoung has the answer. ]

[AS IF SHE HAS THE ANSWER? but maybe her emotions are answer enough... there's a sense of disquiet here, her concern clearly evident.

There was a time when she wanted to be on her own. When she thought "companions" were just another word for "strong people you can tag along with so you can use them and leave them whenever you want to", but that had been born from her innate selfishness, and her inability to trust others enough to let them in.]

...But Kim Dokja's different.

[...]

He's not the type of guy who only looks out for himself. And he wouldn't have chosen to be alone in a completely new world. That guy -- he knows there's strength in numbers. That's how he chooses to survive.

[her concern grows stronger as she hesitates, lingering on the word 'survive'.]

Do you think you know him?

[ Because Joonghyuk remembers Dokja's introduction, but that was after Sooyoung sent her memories to another avatar's body. The man seemed... Lonely, but didn't quite seem bothered by it. Instead, Dokja was bothered by the sorrow in the stories he loves.

Surviving is important, but they all survive for different reasons. Joonghyuk wonders, ]

What does he have to live for here?

...I don't know.

[To both those questions. She can tell that something's wrong, but the reason behind it? She feels like force won't get her that answer, even if she turned dokja upside down and shook him like a maraca]

What I do know is that he's serious about not leaving you alone.

[So maybe that's enough of a reason, even if it's one shaped out of absurd amounts of guilt.]

... He needs to worry about himself.

[ For once. It makes him angry to think that Dokja only finds a will and a way when there are other people, as if they define his worth.

It shouldn't be that way. ]

[in that they're absolutely in agreement]

Or maybe you need to stop worrying him??

[CHIDING!!!]

kenos inbox

u really edited ur tag

I REALLY DID

thwaps you

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